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truth is im drowning,
sinking beyond the horizon
where the edges changed again
where
on the other side
deep lies in the dirt
where theres worms
im eating them all and
i know
you
want 
to kiss
me

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bury this illuminated heart

the whole of your eye

a counter part

stifle our breaths and lose this death

a soiled story where my angels met

everything

everything i said

i meant

dont look away

hold betrayal in days augment

a vow to leave when i want to stay

a name to kiss when my face decays

a dream filtered with our ultimate chase

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hints through fabrics 
deafening  
giving it all away 

shy needs searching 
a face in the dark

staring back forever
black whispers
a
name

 

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it started 

with my flesh

deteriorating meals

one bite after 

next

youre done 

blasting utensils

on

take out hearts 

taken with midnight

under quality sheets

a napper you 

composed

disguised lifeless

with

beating bones 

i hate 

you and 

where 

this is going

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this scene was cut

finished

done

come deadly cult rashes

soft hands in pockets

taking nerves 

away

i thought you said something

it was vicious and terrifying

i couldnt listen

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this is our density
mornings our bodies crumbled
half blood and unseen
fingerprints under sheets
no rescue until tender
no bounds to splendor
our eyes met and made love
dreams swore sweet
and safety made your zone
after dead dial tones
a treasured den
where nothings meant
our words assent 

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i speak under your tongue

a cry for swallowing

a last word hurt your speech

that was me

recite a foul language over my corpse 

where hid poetry 

a deadly force

rotting thoughts where you ignored the want

the tease of being

heavier eyes 

the mourning touched 

a nothing wore blood

and we sacrificed 

~

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maybe there was something i sensed
we fell before a discovery~
and we fell back from the door~
now theres no exit and a ghost haunts limbo
what a world must it be in~
no feelings again~ 
those are taken by a service
im sure you've heard of it

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the gods said its rain today, and i smiled because its my favorite
those light specs where skin met thoughts, and the puddles caught faces 
never mind wet clothes
this way to the park where i played on metal.
to slip and fall, amused pain in my smile, what pleasures to explore~ the thrill of exhaustion
its getting late and i played all day and when i return its still the same.
Maybe I'll find a new park. 

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her eyes reflected mine
raptured grief would be
opposing hearts with split starts
a sum between
entirely tossed
we watch downfalls
forever whispers enclosed a kiss
forget nevers proposed 
nothing but this